| Kissed him goodbye |
[March 8th, 2009] |
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Just kissed matt goodbye.
He's gone to footy try-outs.
We went up before together but it got too hot
& there wasnt really anywhere to sit or any shade so matt
brought me home.
He's such a goo boyfriend :)
Athough lastnight when he got home I got grumpy at him
for being out so late n not letting me know where he was
then i got angry at him because i said hes been so distant the past
few days and that this is the time i really need him
with whats going on with my family and the baby
that I just need him.
and boy did he snap back!
He was saying how I have been on the computer too much
and have been distant from him.
that i havent been listening to him
and it hit me. he was right.
I felt so bad because he said thats why he had been distancing himself
to see if i would notice and it took me 3 days to say something.
we went to bed and he didnt say I love you before he went to sleep to see if i had notice
and thats something we say without fail. even if i was to go to bed before him
he'd wake me up just to say "goodnight i love you" and I do the same.
I had bee that self absorbed I hadnt even noticed it all.
I apologised so much and i just layed there cuddling him from behind.
It took him a while to calm down. then it was kisses time & love time.
Then this morning we were back to normal. cuddles and kisses & no distancing.
I'm glad now.
we even walked home hoding hands and smiling at eachother as if we were highschool kids
being all shy lol
It was cute.
the good thing is I dont get ignored around his mates.
he makes it so clear to everyone that i'm his and He loves me
and that he cares and puts me first so much.
He's my prince charming <3
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| My baby! |
[March 2nd, 2009] |
I found these and thought I'd share :)
 Matss the one up the back with his arm around the guy in the black shirt!
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| Could it get any better? |
[October 4th, 2007] |
Things just can't get any better then this :)
Yesterday ben took me to lunch before work :)
Today we went to lunch and took lara, had a look around the entrance
2 days ago ben took me to lunch and while i ot us a table he went an bought me
a long stemed flower <3
And last night he told me he was really happy.
all these lovely things he's being doing he's never done before.
except the flower thing hehe
but like showing effection in public.
gladly saying hes not single.
and saying his really happy.
Tonight we're going ten pin bowling :)
I'm so happy
Here's some photos :P
(The photos of us kissing, everytime i went to take it he'd move or i'd move lol we took about 15 and these would have to be the best ones haha
we need practice hahaha)
I promised him i wouldnt put them on the net haha woops lol shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
typical of him to try and talk at the same time LOL
FOCUS BEN FOCUS!! lol
haha
ooohhh BTW we went shopping yesterday before work and I found my camera that i wanted, its perfect and then when i asked the lady about shes like "oh it also comes in bright pink" So I'm not getting it because its pink lol but its just exactly what i wanted, it being pink is just a bonus lol
I went to buy it but ben took it off me then went and had it put away for xmas and then later told me that he got it but i get it for xmas lol smart ass!! lol he lay-byed it (good ole layby lol)
He thinks im getting him all the Stargate SG1 box series for xmas. and hes like "yeh thats nice" i know he didnt really want it so i told him that im getting them for him, what he doesnt know if that i have ordered the new navigater fone for him.
hes been waiting 8 months for it to get to aus, now its here , he cant afford it, he wants it soo bad and he has no idea hahaha everytime hes asked for it or hinted i have like gone "i'm not getting u that fucking phone, u'll just wreck it, plus its too much!" hahaha im so good lol, its costing me $800 but thats ok coz im buying it outright i can buy insuarance like 12 months, he might just throw it in yet, so im gonna pay $400 in 3 weeks then the rest in 5 weeks. so theres ben done, he will also get like $50 work of small present off me but this is hes birthday present aswell.
hes bought me the camera and also this diomand increased bracelet it has one big real diomand in the bracelet and the rest are fakes , its only $145 so thats cool :P
I'm so excited about xmas :D:D:D coz it will finally be a good one :)
I'm working xmas day but only until 1pm :) ben wont even be out of bed until then, and i have boxing day off woot woot :P
I've worked almost every day the past week, only small shifts so i should get about $700 when i get paid :)
herray!!
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| a Kiss? |
[August 22nd, 2007] |
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He almost kissed me
WE almost kissed,
saved by the RN lol
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